Post by kalin on Apr 28, 2008 10:07:46 GMT -5
May be death is good
But may be love can save you So my life is hard and disappointing. So my mom and dad died. My story is sad ,so tern back go back to your perfect lives and forget this, but if u wont to find out how June Kelly is don’t.
So I was born in a small town with a mom ,dad, brother, sister the norm. Until my mum died and my dad went . I remember the day they had died my mom was very ill, she told me that she loved me but my life was never happy my mom and dad worked and I never sow them. My brother verbally abused me and my sister thought she was perfect. My brother told me that I was a miss kid that I didn’t belong, and my sister was to preoccupied looking at herself. Yea well she thought she was all that, but that’s why she got pregnant at the age of 17. She had so much and then she lost it all. My bother was never at home or when he was I didn’t hate hi but I didn’t love him like a brother. My dad was …he was the best but he couldn’t live with out mom. that’s why after mom died he soon after killed him self. Yea perfect family, the norm.
My mom is my hope so when she died she took all of my feelings away. All my loving caring and hopefulness, gone zip nothing. I was cold as ice. I was a dole in a armor of metal.
My dad was a jolly guy and he loved me so. I loved him and mom so much but when it came down to it I was scared as hell to see my mom about to die. But I new it was her time but it was like ripping the hopes and dreams out of me. My dad couldn’t take it, end of story, done. But the one thing I didn’t realize was that there is a spark of hope in every one. Even me the Ice Girl.
So you know my begging and my past so now this is my story today. I am called the Ice Girl and for one reason. I have no feelings, or that’s what it seems .So aren’t u wondering who I am ? My name is June, I have black wavy hair, with “Ice” cold eyes. The one person how understands me was Nina and Forrest , my best friends. I live with my Ant, Ant Betty. I have 1 sister but she lives in Boston and a brother, how knows where he is. I hoped I would see my beautiful mom when I wok up but my nabors Tyler always wok me up for school. He is the same ages as me, 14. The town I live in is called Augustan town. It is not big nor small. I hoped one day I would soon move out and start a new life.
I am not a happy girl, well I mean I am not really preppy and all that. I am friendly and that’s why people like me but if they new the real me how would they feel. I love warring black and blue colored cloths, and on accession pink. I have had no boyfriends but I have bin asked. I gust don’t believe in love not after my mom died and I was only 12. In side I wonted a boyfriend that loved me for how I was and I don’t think I would find it her is little old Augustan Town. I had big dreams ones but know all I wont is a normal life, when no one dyes or gets hurt. But hey all girls have there problems.
My school life is ok. Its not super but not at all bad. I have my two best friends by my side, and we were going to concur any thing that took us on. My friend Nina was very shy but if u get to know her she is really a lot of fun. she has spunk and really gorges long brown hair and her brown eyes . Forrest can be edgy but she is one of the best friends you would ever have. Forrest had green eyes and short black hair. We are all the same size in closes so we love to share our favorite outfits. At school we are part of Ily’s group. Ily is the most popular girl in school, Forrest hates her and man I don’t blame her. The only reason we hang out with then is because they ask us to and they have really cool parties every week! I know rite every week. Forrest always said “ we really don’t like her but she loves us” and it was true but how would tell Ileana Demarco that.
It was summer vacation and the local camp was shut down for 2 more weeks. Forrest and I lay on the grassy hill near the town library.” do u wont to go get some ice popes?” Forrest asked between sips of her coke. “sure” I said because well we were not doing any thing. As we got up Nina ran up to us had yield “hey u guys lets go to the dinner!” Forrest looked at me and shrugged and then yield back ”sure lets go”. the dinner was dark compared to the sunny day out side. It was owned but Tylors,the boy how lives next to me, family. It was a small cute dinner and every one in the town went there to get the gossip about all of the town families. Forrest, Nina, and I sat in the booth in the back like we always did. Emily one of the waters came and asked us what we wonted to eat. The door suddenly opened and Tyler walked in. Nina had a mad crush un him. Tyler was cute with short slash longish back hair and little blue eyes. He was on my swim team last year until he quit to play soccer. But I see him every morning and we always walk to school together, its super close to my antes house. Nina is so into him its so funny.
But may be love can save you So my life is hard and disappointing. So my mom and dad died. My story is sad ,so tern back go back to your perfect lives and forget this, but if u wont to find out how June Kelly is don’t.
So I was born in a small town with a mom ,dad, brother, sister the norm. Until my mum died and my dad went . I remember the day they had died my mom was very ill, she told me that she loved me but my life was never happy my mom and dad worked and I never sow them. My brother verbally abused me and my sister thought she was perfect. My brother told me that I was a miss kid that I didn’t belong, and my sister was to preoccupied looking at herself. Yea well she thought she was all that, but that’s why she got pregnant at the age of 17. She had so much and then she lost it all. My bother was never at home or when he was I didn’t hate hi but I didn’t love him like a brother. My dad was …he was the best but he couldn’t live with out mom. that’s why after mom died he soon after killed him self. Yea perfect family, the norm.
My mom is my hope so when she died she took all of my feelings away. All my loving caring and hopefulness, gone zip nothing. I was cold as ice. I was a dole in a armor of metal.
My dad was a jolly guy and he loved me so. I loved him and mom so much but when it came down to it I was scared as hell to see my mom about to die. But I new it was her time but it was like ripping the hopes and dreams out of me. My dad couldn’t take it, end of story, done. But the one thing I didn’t realize was that there is a spark of hope in every one. Even me the Ice Girl.
So you know my begging and my past so now this is my story today. I am called the Ice Girl and for one reason. I have no feelings, or that’s what it seems .So aren’t u wondering who I am ? My name is June, I have black wavy hair, with “Ice” cold eyes. The one person how understands me was Nina and Forrest , my best friends. I live with my Ant, Ant Betty. I have 1 sister but she lives in Boston and a brother, how knows where he is. I hoped I would see my beautiful mom when I wok up but my nabors Tyler always wok me up for school. He is the same ages as me, 14. The town I live in is called Augustan town. It is not big nor small. I hoped one day I would soon move out and start a new life.
I am not a happy girl, well I mean I am not really preppy and all that. I am friendly and that’s why people like me but if they new the real me how would they feel. I love warring black and blue colored cloths, and on accession pink. I have had no boyfriends but I have bin asked. I gust don’t believe in love not after my mom died and I was only 12. In side I wonted a boyfriend that loved me for how I was and I don’t think I would find it her is little old Augustan Town. I had big dreams ones but know all I wont is a normal life, when no one dyes or gets hurt. But hey all girls have there problems.
My school life is ok. Its not super but not at all bad. I have my two best friends by my side, and we were going to concur any thing that took us on. My friend Nina was very shy but if u get to know her she is really a lot of fun. she has spunk and really gorges long brown hair and her brown eyes . Forrest can be edgy but she is one of the best friends you would ever have. Forrest had green eyes and short black hair. We are all the same size in closes so we love to share our favorite outfits. At school we are part of Ily’s group. Ily is the most popular girl in school, Forrest hates her and man I don’t blame her. The only reason we hang out with then is because they ask us to and they have really cool parties every week! I know rite every week. Forrest always said “ we really don’t like her but she loves us” and it was true but how would tell Ileana Demarco that.
It was summer vacation and the local camp was shut down for 2 more weeks. Forrest and I lay on the grassy hill near the town library.” do u wont to go get some ice popes?” Forrest asked between sips of her coke. “sure” I said because well we were not doing any thing. As we got up Nina ran up to us had yield “hey u guys lets go to the dinner!” Forrest looked at me and shrugged and then yield back ”sure lets go”. the dinner was dark compared to the sunny day out side. It was owned but Tylors,the boy how lives next to me, family. It was a small cute dinner and every one in the town went there to get the gossip about all of the town families. Forrest, Nina, and I sat in the booth in the back like we always did. Emily one of the waters came and asked us what we wonted to eat. The door suddenly opened and Tyler walked in. Nina had a mad crush un him. Tyler was cute with short slash longish back hair and little blue eyes. He was on my swim team last year until he quit to play soccer. But I see him every morning and we always walk to school together, its super close to my antes house. Nina is so into him its so funny.